Today Richard goes in for surgery on his knee. He has had 4 other surgeries, but I think I was with him on all the others. I really thought that this wouldn't bother me to be at work while he was in surgery, but I am bummed. I can leave work early so that is making it better. I know that I can't do anything, and thank goodness his mom is with him, but I really feel that I should be with him. We went las t night and he get a blessing. Richard said that he felt at peace after the blessing, and I am glad that we did that. Hope all is well with him.